Deep down inside

This heart has torn into pieces that can't be cured anymore. You will back? Oh it's an awkward thing that I ever thought, that make my hurt comes deeper. I'm still standing over here as well as waiting for your come and bring the love that you have ever given.
Don't you know? That my heart suffering? I've promised that I'll save you in one space, the only one space in my heart and no space for other. You know? I always through my whole days without you and it's really make me feel alone. Why I really weak? Why I could feel that lonely? What happen to my heart? An endured that almost never get to my mind, where there was a love and now.. there's only me and lonely.
My heart and my soul was the one that hurt me most. "Tell him that I don't care with him, I love someone new, I hate him. But please, don't tell him that I cried when I said all that."